After I married my husband, my relationship with Christ became authentic. As I look back now, I can see that my soul was sick for a long time. I was not consistently seeking God’s will for my life, nor did I spend much time with Him. I was going to church and doing the “religious things,” but I was lost in the spirit of the world.
Though I did not see it at the time, it is apparent to me now that God re-lit my interest in His healing elements on earth for a purpose. This interest happened before I met my husband. I embraced a simpler lifestyle and began studying nutrition, creation, herbs, and ate foods that were closer to the way that God left them.
I began to detox my body and free up the toxins that had been accumulating. Little did I know that this was a symbolic foreshadowing, as it paved the way for a major soul cleaning that would be extremely painful but apparently intricate to God’s plan.
By the time I married my spiritually-deluded love, I was basically on life support. I did not understand the true meaning of marriage, nor did I know that when you marry someone, you marry into things that are both visible and invisible. This state of blindness led to parts of my spiritual armor being compromised, which left me vulnerable to satan’s tricks. My faith in God became distorted. My hedge of protection was lifted, and an evil spirit was allowed access. God allowed the invisible to become visible. I could see and feel the attack on my life, body, and soul. I must add that evil spirits can attack you whether you are doing right or wrong. That is their job. At that moment in time, it was not for what I was doing right.
But God has wrapped me in His Grace and Mercy. He has picked up the pieces of my shattered self and has created in me a new heart. God has plowed roots of stone in my soul that continue to strengthen me, preparing me for my Eternal Marriage. And, He has strengthened my earthly marriage to my second love. Though I still fall, and let my rotting flesh creep in, Christ is always there to forgive me and cleanse me with His blood.
Now, I truly understand that healing is a process, and it must take place on multiple levels. Here, you will find fragments of my soul, the Breath of my spirit, and I will share my knowledge on whole healing.